Today is exactly one year after a moment that would change the course of my life dramatically.

It was August 22nd, 2014, the day before my 30th birthday. God shot me through the heart and turned my world upside-down. It’s hard to believe all that’s happened in just one year.

I don’t remember where I had expected to be at this point in time, but it certainly wasn’t here. Not physically, not professionally, not emotionally.

But God had better plans.

He used these past 12 months to break me, to break down those walls I had been carefully and determinedly building my whole life. He cut down the thorns that had been choking me from the inside. He gently pried my fingers off every painful memory that I’d insisted on burdening myself with.

It’s been one leap of faith after another, and He’s been faithful to catch me every step of the way.

I’m not where I expected to be, and there’s still so much uncertainty in the future…but I can rest knowing that my Heavenly Father is in control, and that He loves me and only wants what’s best for me.

I have a world of possibilities ahead. 30 has been the best year of my life…and it’s only going to get better.


Lead Me To The Cross

Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemption’s hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as loss
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
You were as I
Tempted and trialed
Human
The word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you’re risen
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as loss
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart